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Uh this is so annoying over the computer
i dont know how to feel.
i wish this werent true
but being here really makes me like him more.
ive only been here for a month, so it is entirely possible that this desicion has been made in haste, but i really dont think that i will find anyone i like more than him. Of course untill he forces me to move on, and believe me im sure he will move on first.

i kind of want to tell him now more than ever. It is not as if he cant tell. But i just wish it were out there already. But it seems so stupid now.

i wish it werent this way
but i think about him all the time. When ever something exciting or funny happens i wish he was there to look over shair a smile with, and then i think i have to remember to tell him all of these things. And then i remember that it is not the same.

but i cant call him all the time.
i think? i just feel weird about it.
i feel like there is supposed to be an unspoken waiting period. Even though i talked to him everyday when i was home. But now that i am far it is different. And i dont think i can do much to help that. So all we ahve no is this didtent facebook messaging. Making fun of each other and shiaring funny links.
that is all the action i am going to get for a year.
because im stupid and cant be a party loving broho.

i just want to shair hot chocolate with him, and play fight, and watch the office togeter. Is that too much to ask?

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