Well I donapos;t know whatapos;s going to happen in the next couple of days, but Iapos;m pretty sure her head is more or less engaged and is going to stay that way. She just feel so low, and no matter how I sit I canapos;t get completely comfortable because I can feel the pressure of her head. Indian style, leaning forward, leaning backward... Sheapos;s there.
The time Florianapos;s at work is going to feel so endless, just like I did on Thursday. I swear, Iapos;m so lucky I got Wednesday and yesterday (Friday) with my mom and later on the rest of my family. And Iapos;ll get to see them tomorrow and Monday (NST again) This is what I really, really need more than anything right now. And I mean, even if I have the baby instead tomorrow or Monday, lol, Iapos;ll still see them. Theyapos;re going to be there. I even decided, I donapos;t know if I mentioned, that Iapos;ll probably let them into the LDR (labor, delivery and recovery) room afterall, at least as long as things are under control, and until itapos;s time to push (it would be too weird for me to have anyone in there for that other than Florian).
But like I said. Todayapos;s going to be endless. Iapos;m 2 days past my due date, not entirely sure whatapos;s going on with my body, and even if I were in early labor it would definitely take me a while to figure that out, so I wouldnapos;t be sure if I should call him home from work or not. Iapos;m just afraid though if Iapos;m feeling crampy and that pressure and I wait too long that I might hit active labor. I donapos;t even want to have to go through a few of those contractions without him here...
My mom still thinks Anyaapos;s coming tomorrow. Weapos;re going to go to the Museum exhibit tomorrow instead, or at least thereapos;s talk about it... And sheapos;s thinking since thereapos;d be walking involved and the Museum is right down the road from Oakwood Hospital... Hmmm. I dunno, I guess weapos;ll see. After just a little walking yesterday it did seem like all of a sudden she was very low and wasnapos;t going to pop back up no matter what. I honestly donapos;t think she has at all, maybe slightly as I was sleeping, but I think more than anything that just eased the pressure off.
I donapos;t know. All I know is, this epidural had better work as well as the majority of women are saying it works... And I had better not feel it much if at all when it goes in. Cuz guess what I saw on House the other day when we were watching S1E3??? A kid getting a lumbar puncture (spinal tap). Lovely. Not that an epidural is like that. But I mean... Holy fuck that messed with my mind. Oh, and by "saw," I mean I looked away and cowered in fear while I listened. I hate it when other people are in pain as much as when I am, even if itapos;s fiction or "not real." Itapos;s real enough when youapos;re fucking watching it and the footage you saw really looked like a needle...... Nevermind. *shiver* And you know what? I donapos;t have a problem with shots or getting my blood drawn. Itapos;s just the length and location of the needle that fucking scares me. I can sit there chatting with the nurse/tech while Iapos;m getting my blood drawn, no problem. I barely feel that fucker. It stings for like a second coming out.
Iapos;m going back to bed. Florianapos;s at work, Iapos;m back in the bedroom now, Iapos;m pretty sure the cats arenapos;t going psycho anymore (even if they are I canapos;t currently hear them), and Iapos;m tired.
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